Well, I built up the courage to tell my wife of thirteen years that I want to wear diapers 24/7.

We are separated but living in the same house. We are parents ,so we must also co-parent. I have been going through an intense mental journey after learning I am autistic, but we were separated before the diagnosis because she found an old oneies. She has known about my want to wear diapers since before we married; but we were engaged.

I really want to wear diapers all day every day. Yes, I understand what that means. Yes. I know. I know. Still. I need to. It gives me emotional stability. It gives me a sense of peace. I need to be in diapers. For now, I am back in diapers.

My wife (separated, ex, I do know) is not happy about it. She asked me if I would not wear 24/7 while we work things out, but I have denied this person for too long and need to be myself – all of myself.